Wednesday, June 24, 2009
♥ I missed you today.
It was drizzling as i sat on my bed alone. The bell on my puppy's collar tinkle as he shift slightly in his sleep. I reach down and carried him into my arms, kissing him lightly on the head.
His fur is so soft with a hint of shampoo. I used to hug him like this as he look up at me with those big brown eyes. We would spend the afternoon just staring out the window as he look around curiously at the random passerbys.
Moving out of my embrace, my puppy curled up in my lap as he return to sleep. I remember how I liked talking to him while he's really sleepy. I would laugh at how he struggles to open his eyes to look at me while trying to resist sleep.
I was so crushed when cancer took you away from me. You were my best friend. We practically grew up together and you so much a part of my life. It breaks my heart seeing you getting weaker each day. From the panting after a short walk, to no longer running around the house, to long naps and finally, you can't even stand on your own.
The day at the vet, my mum tried to lift you until you're standing on your feet, but you fell. She lifted you on your feet and you still fell. You were lying there looking at us, just lying there. Were you saying your goodbyes?
When you were gone, our house grew cold and quiet. Sometimes we thought we heard a tinkle of bell or a quick blur of brown fur. Was it you with us?
Are you in heaven now? Where you can run around freely like you used to and no longer tormented by cancer?
My puppy stirred in his sleep and looked up at me curiously as tears wet his back. He sat up and licked my tears gently as though silently saying, "Are you alright? I'm here."
I smiled at him.
I miss you, bobby.
His fur is so soft with a hint of shampoo. I used to hug him like this as he look up at me with those big brown eyes. We would spend the afternoon just staring out the window as he look around curiously at the random passerbys.
Moving out of my embrace, my puppy curled up in my lap as he return to sleep. I remember how I liked talking to him while he's really sleepy. I would laugh at how he struggles to open his eyes to look at me while trying to resist sleep.
I was so crushed when cancer took you away from me. You were my best friend. We practically grew up together and you so much a part of my life. It breaks my heart seeing you getting weaker each day. From the panting after a short walk, to no longer running around the house, to long naps and finally, you can't even stand on your own.
The day at the vet, my mum tried to lift you until you're standing on your feet, but you fell. She lifted you on your feet and you still fell. You were lying there looking at us, just lying there. Were you saying your goodbyes?
When you were gone, our house grew cold and quiet. Sometimes we thought we heard a tinkle of bell or a quick blur of brown fur. Was it you with us?
Are you in heaven now? Where you can run around freely like you used to and no longer tormented by cancer?
My puppy stirred in his sleep and looked up at me curiously as tears wet his back. He sat up and licked my tears gently as though silently saying, "Are you alright? I'm here."
I smiled at him.
I miss you, bobby.
Labels: Emo-ish Crap
Thursday, June 18, 2009
♥ 不要哭.
也许这么做让你很心痛。 原谅我，我也不好受。
就这一次，让我自私。
给我一点时间，好吗？
就这一次，让我自私。
给我一点时间，好吗？
Labels: Emo-ish Crap
♥ A trip to malacca.
I will be off to Malacca tomorrow and will be coming back on Sunday. I've feeling a trainwreak of emotions and perhaps this trip will help. (:
Till than.
Till than.
somewhere we went wrong.
Labels: Everyday ramblings
Thursday, June 11, 2009
♥ It's the Emo Season.
What happens if I'm not happy?
Now that's something to ponder on.
Now that's something to ponder on.
Labels: Emo-ish Crap
Monday, June 8, 2009
♥ FREEE
Hello my sweet darlings.
I am finally free! :D
Working part time at tp had come to an end and I'm sort of having my holidays. So free that cousin, soon, fayeruz and I went pubbing at Loof! It is liek freaking hot there can. Or was it because of the drinks that made me hot. Hmm. Anyway, I offically do not like Lychee martini. Infact, I think I cannot withstand that drink, one is able to make me dizzy and blushing and hot all over. :P
I like the company that night. So relaxing and so enjoyable. Let's go wednesday!
Oh yeah, I fianlly caught a 3D movie, Monsters vs Alien!!!
The story and plot was alright I guess. But I enjoyed the 3D part. :P Next on my list is Up and the button something movie.
AND I GOT INTO SIM!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOO!
I am finally free! :D
Working part time at tp had come to an end and I'm sort of having my holidays. So free that cousin, soon, fayeruz and I went pubbing at Loof! It is liek freaking hot there can. Or was it because of the drinks that made me hot. Hmm. Anyway, I offically do not like Lychee martini. Infact, I think I cannot withstand that drink, one is able to make me dizzy and blushing and hot all over. :P
I like the company that night. So relaxing and so enjoyable. Let's go wednesday!
Oh yeah, I fianlly caught a 3D movie, Monsters vs Alien!!!
The story and plot was alright I guess. But I enjoyed the 3D part. :P Next on my list is Up and the button something movie.
AND I GOT INTO SIM!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOO!
Labels: Everyday ramblings
