Thursday, November 18, 2010
♥ knowing myself.
Come to think of it, I think I'm actually quite contented with how things are in my life. Though there are times I feel that I'm emotionally swayed towards certain people, but somehow I feel that I'm starting to get my independence back and simply being okay. Say YAY! to the good old carefree ME!
So yeah, I'm going to be happy, speak my mind and basically be true to myself. I'm not hurting anymore, its just simply comfortable with myself. Accepting. I'm come to realize that if anyone wants you to be part of their life, than they should try harder. If they don't, than I guess they are just not meant to be. After all, I'm someone worth fighting for. (:
Had a blast these few days. Wanted to get my phone exchanged on Tuesday but was told to come back on Thursday instead as all the phones were out of stock and ended up spending the day roaming around far east with an ex. It didn't feel weird though, instead it honestly kind of feels like good old friends catching up somehow which is actually pretty pleasant.
Both of us were drowsy like hell and it didn't help that it rained non stop yet somehow we ended up having dinner with my parents before they send him back. I know. A little weird but its really because we used to be together for quite some time and they kind of treat him like a son. Actually, yeah my parents are usually just very nice to my boyfriends (ex or not).
The hours flew by and I had to get my arse out of the house early in the morning (and by early i meant 11.30am) to meet up with a bunch of awesome people for a session of mahjong. Was rather nervous at first but soon realize its all for nothing. Everyone was friendly and we were crapping and laughing in non time. Pretty awesome.
T____T And tomorrow I have to get my arse to town to exchange my phone. IM SO TIRED!!!
How the heck do people go out everyday?! God, its so exhausting! I. am. starting. to. want. to. go. back. to. being. a. loner. wtf.
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